Sunshit pouring sameness always
chest pain screaming
why am I nothing?
Never, nowhere
non-existent
under dust-sheets
hidden
hiding
such a hiding
next to nothing
what was
why am
who is
unregarded
always will and ever shall be
acceptance could excise
fail fail fail
not even
cut
not even bleeding
till it bursts forth
own volition
soak the footprints of
the coward
hiding
hidden
unregarded
uncontrolled
pouring
snot-tears
always nothing.
Nothing
nothing
nothing
nothing
nothing.